Realize

Well today I found out my girlfriend was hiding something from me that she heard. she heard that her ex said that I called her easy behind her back. Well as usual my pride got the best of me and I got upset. She made me promise I wouldn't hurt him and I wanted to so bad.... but when I looked into her eyes I just couldn't bring myself to do it. me and her talk over facebook and by the time we got done talking I realized something.... when I was with my ex deep down I always felt like there was someone better out there I was meant to give my heart too, Tonight I realized that my girlfriend was that person. Ever since I first saw her at school I felt like I had to know her. When me and her became friends, I realized that I was in love with her, now I realize that I cant live without her. Shes like my other half, she completes me

Divorce

Well recently I found out that my mom decided to get a divorce from my dad, nothing says marry christmas like divorce jk. Now my life is currently turned upside down, I cant even be in my own house tonight, because my dads coming home tomorrow and my mother does not want me and my lil sister to be there when they talk. I think they both are acting stupid and selfish neither of them care about what the other one wants nor what me and my sister want. I dont see why she couldnt at least wait till after the holidays instead of ruining it for everyone. So as you can probably tell things have been kind of rough for me lately, but even when things are crappy there are some things that brighten up your day. The thing thats kept me from totally losing it is my angel, the love of my life, the most amazing girl ever, Baby G. No one will ever know how much shes helped me with this when I found out about the divorce she was the only person I decided to tell. I wanted her to know about it because I knew if there was anyone I could talk to to help me through it, it was her. She was amazing, she didnt know what to say but thats ok just the fact that she was there for me and I could talk to her about it was good enough. I dont think I could have talked about it with anyone else the way I did with her. Today me and her went bowling with one of my friends, it was exactly what I needed. I dont think I would of been able to handle it without her. I dont think she will ever know how much she helped me, or how much it ment to me. Well thats about all I got to say right, I will post when I find out what exactly is going to happy with my family, but until then cherish your loved ones because you never know how long you have together.